The more you try... the farther it goes
Frustrating you may think....
But something like that is happeneing...
God knows what I can do to set it right
Doesn't seem like I have been a good girl
Or I have been exceptionally good
So he gives me more than what i ask for
I try to help to lessen the pain...
What to do I am no good...
I dont know if the pain will go
if I'm there or if I leave....
Either ways it isn't any better.
Well is it worse one way atleast?
I don't know even that....
Must be the worst helper ever..
Dunno what to do...what to say
One moment for a lifetime....
One life destroyed...one life restored...
To speak out or not....sleepless nights
For all of which I am responsible...
But probably not guilty
Memories and dreams... or
Life and reality... which is easier
Which is tougher... is it ever easy?